uh. i need to escape. immediately.
i am suffocated right now. myself urgently require some spaces for breathing. i really need to get away from all the complexities that occurred around currently. the more i force myself to stay tough and cool off, the more wounds i obtain. nowadays my surroundings are pushing me down till i am numb. just like another adolescents, all i do recently is nothing but whining. perhaps sounds childish, yet that is the actual fact. people may assume that i am physically grown up but mentally failed to be mature. well this probably what they called about being trapped inside the transitions phase. and unfortunately there is no shortcut provided.
and now i am trying to hold on...
as i realized that i won't be standing alone and facing these fears all by myself, i emerged enlightened. somehow i still have you, the one who always be there and genuinely cares about me. your embraces wrap me tenderly. every word coming out from your mouth lifts my spirit up. the way you treated me truly warms my heart. and every kiss miraculously gives such a remedy. everything that you do really is helping me to escape from this exhaustion. i cannot even describe how fortunate i am to have you.
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