Tormented

  Bhaha lol :)) idk with this posting but I'm just can do fake smiling now ^_^ This is My Turn for show you my affection. In the course of Love History,  I always make you sad and cry perpetually. Now you are in broken heart. Idk, maybe i false with what i saw in the school's yard. I'm so confuse with the tattoo in your hand. It was a broken heart. In my mind said "For The Last Time, i waste your tears now, no more torment again". But don't say "I will go away and Maybe we must break". Its like you tell a fuckin' tale. Swallow me and spit me out. Maybe I just can hope that our love is still together but it just in my imagination. ^_^ I know that you never love me again now. I have lost your trust. How do I get through of this? I can't stand it anymore. I'm so sorry but its late. My sorry is can't recover you and my promise is can't recover you again. You just want a fact, not a promises. I know it. Can, you, see, me…Fall down perpetually when I write this post. but Right, now…I just want to be alive. You know ? I was dying when you told me "That I'm not yours anymore". and You know I was dying when you told me "We must BREAK". :( Idk with your statements. "Break" ? What the word that you mean ? Real Break ? or Just need a long time for your recover until i know and understand what my false. Its too hurt. Now I remembering all of our memory and after that, I just can said "When the time you come and wake me, you bit my lips and kissed me there. When you hold my hand and When you said that you really love me, You live in my life from that night. But Since you said that she want break. It were the worst fucking days". Now I'm dying and bleeding of my past. Give a knife and you may slit my throat and let me bleed. Can you see, the time grows older, your word blew my dreams away. It's all done, the time is over. I don't know how to say to you:'( Now I'm screaming with my health and torment from inside. Luckily, I just count my life's days. ^_^ Thanks for the unforgetable experience from you. From this, I know what must i do know. Life with a torment with Let me my sickness and Never touch your life again:'( with bad things.When you said broken, its likes you are killing me inside.